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I'm so disappointed today. We took Jun Jun to professional studio for special shots today, but found out they have to use heavy flash for every shot, those photos without flash are not usable for the photobook... Sad

so we have to remove her cutie outfit and left the shop after taking one shot...we told the photographer that we need to concult Jun Jun's ophthalmologist first to see if she can handle the flash...

Man...Jun Jun was so cute in that snow white angel outfit, I was waiting to see how she would look in the grape, watermelom outfit, but I guess it's just not happening! Confused

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12/28/2007

Peaceful Christmas holidays

真的好久沒有寫Blog，也真的沒有這個時間，趁這次Christmas holidays歇一歇的時間寫寫吧。不經不覺，津津已經5個半月大了，這半年過的很快，發生了許多一次又一次的衝擊，但感謝神，靠著祂，一切也過渡了。首先，津津在第七天的時候，發現了甲狀腺功能低下，醫生告知是要終生服藥的時候，我跟Richard都默默無言，而且每天早上要吃的葯是藥丸，還要把它先壓碎加上水，放在針管裏再給津津服用。。。感謝神，醫生也說她的情況不錯，而Richard每天早上給津津吃葯已經變得很pro呢！第四個月，我們以爲可以鬆一口氣的時候，發現她的眼睛有先天的眼疾，知道她有可能看不到的時候，我們整個人傻了，又是聼也沒有聼過的先天病？！我們只好用最快的時間去接受，面對，因爲我們知道這只是漫漫長路的開始，等著我們前面的medical appointments，還有一切訓練，神的功課這次真的夠厲害的，我們知道只有祂能救津津，只有靠著祂，津津纔有機會看見。。。至少我們看完第三個眼科醫生以後，知道雖然兩個眼睛都有眼疾，但左眼的功能比右邊好，所以醫生說我們要把好的眼睛每天蓋住兩個小時，好讓弱一點的眼睛訓練視力，現在津津每天訓練都會哭的很慘，她也會用手想要把那個eye patch拿開，小小的她已經知道一個眼睛給蓋著的痛苦，但這是必須的，"it's for your own good"，我會這樣告訴她。。。看著她漂亮的眼睛，有時候不免會有點心酸，她真的好可愛啊，不是神給的話，也不會有那麽可愛，所以雖然她比較特別，常常要看醫生，這也是神給的。 Smile

對了，我也換了新的工作，so far so good，BDO Seidman, LLP，是一個大公司，也是public accounting，福利挺好的，最起碼醫療保險比以前省很多，所以我覺得神的恩典是一定夠用的，祂已為我們預備好了呢！津津能在美國出生也真好，有好的醫生，有好的治療，而且只要我一直工作，我們也不用太擔心她的醫藥費。

神的安排很有意思，在我人生中一次又一次的困境裏，津津可是最難的考驗，但以前一次又一次跨過的困境，讓我一次比一次堅強，也深深感受到神的同在。到今天的我，也沒什麽好害怕的，就是害怕到盡頭的時候，也知道神在支持著我們。很幸運自己是基督徒，不然哪裏去找那麽有力的支持呢？

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10/16/2007

Tired Tired Tired

Wow, it has been ages since I wrote my last blog! Time flies, Kaitlyn is now 3 months and a week old, and I'm back to work today, end of my maternity leave, end of my 3 weeks vacation in Hong Kong and end of working as a full time stay home mommy...I miss my baby during office hours, everyone told me so before, but I really miss her!!! The Nanny is really experienced, me and Richard feel comfortable and peaceful about it, she also trains Kaitlyn not to sleep too much during the day and hopefully Kaitlyn will pick up a routine by sleeping long hours at night and let us have more rest that way.

My first assignment after returning to work is a special project working with Liren, it's my first time in 3 years working directly with Liren, I'm kinda nervous actually, yet, exciting about this opportunity, at least I can take a break from working with Mr. X team and no more LFR for now...I pray that God would give me wisdom in how to handle this project, coz' I need to figure everything out by myself, and it's not likely that Liren would have much time to coach me thru the whole process.

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8/21/2007